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totsuka TORTUGA tatara ([personal profile] amemory) wrote2015-02-15 02:06 am
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totsuka's stuff (because he's a hoarder and he keeps everything)
  • camera! (it can take pictures and videos, but the videos are stored on really old film reels... get with the times totsuka)
  • extra roll of video film
  • guitar (+ case)
  • a bonsai tree
  • a picture of HOMRA
  • a whole sack of stuffed animals
  • knitting implements
  • half-knitted casual everyday wear
  • three jigsaw puzzles
  • a major arcana card
  • a fortune -- "Your shoes will make you happy today."
  • pictures and a video taken of the Cerealia's Research & Technology District and Beyond event
  • there's gonna be a whole picture section under this trust me

pictures/videos taken of people in cerealia
  • a couple of yata
  • saya and yata, saya and yata and totsuka, some of just saya
  • one of zara
  • one of annabeth
  • 1+MORE of natalia
  • one of katsura
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side stuff

[personal profile] amemory 2015-03-07 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
-- didn't go to high school bc he didn't have enough money (surprisingly okay with this)

"A person who could even become a king. The one who said that was Totsuka. He had seriously thought that when he said it, and he had followed the guy around even though it was obviously a pain to him. It wasn’t that he thought think this current situation was his fault. He wasn’t that self-absorbed. But, even then, sometimes when he looked up at Suou who had been raised up into the seat of a king regardless of his own will, Totsuka felt an itch in his heart similar to guilt."

"I’ll try and warn him, but… I don’t think he’ll listen." Totsuka laughed a little at Kusanagi, who mourned this in an over-the-top manner. Kusanagi put his finger on the tip of that smiling face’s nose.
"Totsuka. Smile irresponsibly. That’ll put me most at peace."
Totsuka, doing as he was told, put on his usual smile, and said his usual phrase.
"It’s fine, it’s fine. It’ll all work out somehow."
Kusanagi returned the smile and replied.
"Yeah."

totsuka backstory

"You’re a cold-hearted guy." When Totsuka’s adoptive father said that with a sulky face, Totsuka had just gotten into middle school, perhaps.
"Even though the parents who threw you away must be pained by having abandoned you in the past, you don’t care about that at all and just live on nonchalantly. Heck, even though I really think it’s a shame you’ve got such a hopeless dad, because you’re like that I can’t get better at all."
"Hey, don’t make it sound like it’s my fault." When Totsuka said that exasperatedly, his father obediently said "sorry" in reply.
"But, really, you’re cold-hearted."
"Hmm, really?"
"You get interested in anything, but you don’t cling to anything." Totsuka didn’t really know if that would make someone heartless, but it was true that he wasn’t attached to anything. In Totsuka’s eyes, the world was overflowing with truly interesting things, but he had never feared losing any of it, and he had hardly ever felt loathe to part with something he lost.
"I hope you’ll be able to find something so important you’ll want to cling to it, too."

"Totsuka had liked his father. He hadn’t felt any filial love, but he had liked the man as a pleasant person to live with. But even after he died, no tears would come out. "

"After closing, when he tried to get behind the counter and help with the cleanup, Kusanagi tried to be thoughtful of him since he had just lost a relative and told him he could rest. But Totsuka somehow couldn’t bear that kind of consideration, and said “I’m bored” jokingly while helping out anyway. "

"I wonder if King regrets it" Totsuka sighed with a vague smile. Kusanagi stopped what he was doing looked in Totsuka’s direction questioningly.
"Regrets what?"
"Becoming a king." Totsuka had a faint smile on his face, but these were feelings that he had had secretly kept deep within his chest for a long time. Kusanagi frowned in a troubled way.
"…well, he was forcibly chosen by the "Slate", so it ain’t like he had any choice in the matter."
Totsuka was about to nod and say I suppose, but before he could, Kusanagi spoke again.
"What about you? Have you got some regrets?" Totsuka’s eyes widened a little as he looked at Kusanagi. Kusanagi was smiling wryly in a way that was even more mature than usual.
"That you called that guy somethin’ like ‘King’. That that guy wished to become a king."
Totsuka wasn’t able to reply right away. Totsuka, who normally never became speechless, ended up clamming up for a few seconds, then finally smiled limply.
"…Well, you see, Kusanagi-san. I don’t regret it." He again recalled the voice of his father when the man had called him cold-hearted.
…Even if I find something so important to me that I want to cling to it, in the end, I’m still cold-hearted and selfish.

"Totsuka decided this would be the end of those useless doubts. Suou had become king. It was what Totsuka had always wished to see vaguely, and yet since the time they had met. Totsuka would from now on and forever continue to push Suou forward as king. With all his body and soul, he would continue to push Suou forward, while protecting this place that was created with Suou at its heart and the threads that tied Suou down."

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“Okay! I’m going to kick with all my strength!”

Totsuka who is playing Kick the Can. Although he kicked with all his strength, it didn’t fly that far.

“Hm, how about you stay with us?”

Totsuka who is playing with a cat. A carefree person, he decides to keep the cat.

“If King and I were in the same grade, then we could go to school together.”

Totsuka who sneaked into Suoh’s school by borrowing uniform. He merrily talks to Suoh and co about silly things. (TOTSUKA PLS)

“Yata-san. Hahaha, similar yeah?”

Totsuka who is impersonating Kamamoto. He is satisfied with the impersonation, but the other’s reactions were lacking. (what a loser)

“Everyone, I’m nearly done so don’t move please!”

Totsuka who draws the Homura member’s portraits. He finishes a quick draft before the Homura member’s start moving. (HE CAN PAINT..... and apparently paint well)

“There was no trick or deception to it. …Ah, wait, or is it a dirty move after all?”

Totsuka who acts silly when facing a frightened person. He shapes the flames in various forms.

“Hahaha… like this, I think I look stronger!”

Totsuka who gets ready with bamboo swords. Even though he shows off his dual wielding full of confidence, it’s still an awkward stance. (HE'S DOING KENDO LMFAO)

“Having such a celebration, I’m a fortunate person.”

Totsuka who courteously checks each present he received from Homura’s members one by one. Happy about everyone’s feeling, he can’t help but smile every time he opens a present. (im crying)

Totsuka: “I’m pretty good at cutting hair.”
Fushimi: “Tch… I’ll go to the hairdressers myself so please leave me alone!”

Totsuka who attempts to give a haircut after seeing Fushimi’s hair. Totsuka tries to cut off Fushimi’s hair while soothing him, but is tragically rejected. (tragically)

Totsuka: “I made a scarf for everyone. This one is yours, King.”
Suoh: “You really are skilled in useless things.”

Totsuka who winds a scarf around Suoh. While Totsuka winds the scarf, Suoh has an astounded expression. (I KNEW HE COULD KNIT)
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